Monday, February 7, 2011


Two years ago today in a land 7900 miles away, a little Lion cub was born.

This Lion cub endured unimaginable heartbreak and loss which would have broken even the strongest person. But he was not broken. He is strong. He is resilient. He is a survivor. We, who are lucky enough to be a part of his life, are touched and made stronger by his spirit, his enthusiasm and his love.

Today at two, he is the epitome of boy. He jumps. He runs. He throws his body around with reckless abandon just because he can. He loves cars and trains. Oh how he loves trains. He worships the ground his sister walks on and often he tries to tackle her to that ground.

Today, I think about how lucky I am to be his mother. He is just so full of life, so full of love. I am truly so blessed to have him place his hand on my face and call me momma. I want to savor this moment forever, to keep him just the way his right now. But I also cannot wait to meet the boy and man he is to become. I cannot wait for him to finally learn more words so I can hear what is on his mind and in his heart. I cannot wait to be present for all of his discoveries, all of his firsts.

Today I also remember. I remember the birthdays I missed. I remember a man, quiet and proud. I remember a man whose heart was broken with loss. I remember a man who loved so deeply. I remember a man who trusted us to raise his son. I love that man with all of my heart. I want thank him and let him know that Lion is a fine and wonderful little boy. I will make sure that he always remembers you.

I also remember a woman and a boy I never met. A woman and a little boy who didn't get the chance to be here today. I carry them with me in my heart and know that they are looking down on Lion today. To the woman, I say thank you. I say I love you. I say hug the little boy you have with you and know that I will do the same to the little boy I have with me. To the little boy, I say I would have loved the chance to know you, to be your mom. I will make sure that Lion always remembers the both of you.

My Lion, your Lion is two today.


Bridget said...

I die of cuteness! Seriously.

(Also, my friends who are adopting from Ethiopia are coming home with their little boy on FRIDAY!!!!!! I knew you'd be one who could really celebrate that!)

Lisa @ Let's Talk Babies said...

Happy Birthday, Lion!! I know it will be a great one.

Anonymous said...

Happy Birthday Lion! God Bless you and the stork you rode in on! :)

Issas Crazy World said...

Phenomenal post friend. Lion is such a lucky little boy to have you as his mother. Happy birthday to Lion.

Heather said...

Happy Birthday Lion.

What a beautiful post for a wonderful boy

Anonymous said...

I'm a lucky auntie for having such an amazing nephew. Love that boy (and his sister of course) and his cousins worship them. We are a lucky family

Maggie, dammit said...

Beautiful. Happy birthday!

Beth said...

Just beautiful. And teary. Love to you all.